I’m Carmen, the creator of My Healing Garden (MyHealingGarden.net), also known as Carmen’s Healing Garden, where I share the tools and experiences that have shaped my journey.

🌱 The Beginning

Making people feel better wasn't scary.  Getting sick from making people better was.

I didn’t know of anyone like me, and I couldn’t talk with anyone because that was a no-no in my religion.  

So, I told myself to stop, and I did, somehow by making myself forget who I was. 

While growing up after that, I knew something was missing from my life, but wasn't quite sure what it was.

🌱 Searching for a Way to Help Others

In 1986 I moved to America and I decided to become a doctor because that’s what you do if you want to make people get well, and I even went to a Medical Magnet High School.  While volunteering at a hospital, I found out I fainted every time a needle went into someone.  I tried putting myself into situations to get over it, but finally the nurses and doctors said they didn't want any more patients.  All of a sudden as a senior in high school, I needed a new career goal. So, after much pondering about what I’d enjoy and be good at doing, I became a teacher because I was also good at helping kids learn.

Fast forward 15+ years… after a divorce, I stopped going to church, had a couple of death experiences…

That healing desire was so strong.

But I didn't want to 'have to touch' to heal.  

🌱 Searching for a Better Way

So I started learning everything I could about spiritualism, healing, chakras, meridians, clearings, etc. I kept looking for new ways to help myself not get hurt while I helped others on their road to healing.

That search eventually led me to study with some remarkable teachers. I became a Brain Gym® Consultant and Proficient in Touch for Health®, having the privilege of learning Brain Gym® directly from its founder, Dr. Paul Dennison, Touch for Health® directly from Matthew Thie, son of founder Dr. John Thie, and Reconnective Healing® directly from Dr. Eric Pearl. Each experience expanded my understanding and became another stepping stone on my own healing journey.

By chance I heard about the book called The Reconnection: Heal Others, Heal Yourself.  I got my hands on the book and read it quickly, even for me (I am a lean, mean, reading machine.). I could feel the frequencies just from reading the book, though not as strong as I do now. I could feel my ‘superpowers’ wake up again. 

🌱 A Vision That Changed Everything

Now, I used to go to Arizona every year (before we moved to N Idaho), usually more than once a year.  I always enjoy talking with the Apache spirits as soon as I get onto Apache Reservation land.  After reading the book, they almost didn't recognize me because something in me had changed.  I didn't know then that my very DNA was repairing itself (They actually had to show me a picture.).  

While driving through the reservation, to show the spirits what I had learned, I simply started playing with the frequencies by pointing my palms out the car window and kind of waving them around.

I started feeling this joy and sadness combined and received a vision. I saw myself high up in the sky, palms towards the earth and rainbows coming out of my palms and down onto the earth.  Then I heard an Apache spirit speak to me and say, "Now our earth stands a chance."  I took that to mean I better learn as much as I can and get to work.

🌱 Another Door Opens

As my journey continued, I was introduced to Advanced Quantum Biofeedback, and it would become another life-changing chapter.  

While on vacation to North Idaho, I received a biofeedback session, and it was so amazing that I wanted to be part of the Biofeedback practitioner family.  So I put it out to the God/Love/Universe that I would be able to purchase a SCIO machine for a price I could afford (new machines cost more than $20,000).  And... God/Love/Universe provided.  Then I received a ‘download’ from God/Love/Universe of the machine and program. And, I've been learning about the thousands of features and things the SCIO can do to send specific frequencies that help people feel better. (Of course, I knew I wanted to use what I was learning to help others, so I spent the next year-plus completing the specialist program.)

🌱 Stepping Into My Calling

Since I’ve taken ownership of My Universe and stepped into my own complete knowingness that I am truly meant to help people heal themselves, I've been happily helping people on their healing journeys in all kinds of ways.

I work with and live in Love and Light every day. I am protected by God’s love and his armor is around me. I’ve always known that I am God’s most precious being, and God lives in me/as me. We are One. (There’s a story there, left for another time…)

🌿 My Approach to Healing

Going to the 'God' space, opening the door so you and the universe can converse, and sending love and light to you is what I do best.  Though I still use  things from Brain Gym® and Touch for Health® every day, I enjoy energy healing the most… with my own personal energy healing magic, to help my clients Converse with God/Love/Universe and receive an Energetic Tune-Up, and Quantum Biofeedback being my favorites (Yes, this healer has favorites.).  

My other favorite thing is to do Intuitive Readings. I’ve always had these ‘superpowers’ where I can see, feel, smell, hear, etc. things that others may not. There’s all kinds of words to describe what I can do, and I don’t worry about the words, I’m just grateful for all the gifts God continues to remind me of. I see possibilities and probabilities.

Making essential oil blends specifically for my clients' 'issues' has been a powerful healing tool as well. I found I had a 'knack' for knowing which oils and how much of each oil a specific person needed in a blend to give them relief and make them feel better. Using the best essential oils, and some of my healing 'magic', I tailor make blends specific to each client's needs.

Due to popular demand, I also started making BALMS using the best essential oils and organic ingredients I can find, and my own healing 'magic'.  I put a random million people in my sphere while I make up each recipe to help all million of them. Every blend and balm also gets an energy healing session so that it’s truly set to help heal. So much awesomeness has come out of my office, that some clients started calling it “The Magic Room".  I love that name. :-)

🌿 Orgonite & Energy Tools

After moving to North Idaho, my husband and I got even more involved in making and gifting orgonite since our friends Don and Carol Croft lived close by. My husband taught me about orgonite and Croft Zappers when we met in 2008. He gave me a Terminator zapper soon after we met and I truly believe it saved my life. Now I make the Upgraded Croft Basic Zappers, which of course I had to add orgonite to, and I help build the Terminator and T-Rex Zapper. My newest addition is the Succor Punch.

My husband and I make our own orgonite for gifting and to sell (the way Don and Carol Croft personally taught us), and he’s been spearheading the 108 Project, as well as helping me with anything I need so I can make orgonite, etc… I love making all kinds of orgonite, from the Basic, most necessary for everyone to have, to the pretty.

Carol gave me the suggestion of making intuited orgonite pendants specifically designed for the wearer. She was receiving requests of, “Can you make a pendant just for me?” and she knew I’d be perfect for that since my ‘healing/magical powers’ work that way. So now I make Intuited Orgonite Pendants that are specific to one person’s energy. Since some people wanted their pendant right away instead of waiting 3-4 weeks, I stared making Ready-Made Intuited Pendants designed with one person in mind. If it’s yours, you’ll know it.

🌞 Why I Do What I Do

I'm proud to be a natural energy sensitive/intuitive/seer/psychic/healer, full of love, light, and magic... and I still talk with spirits, plants, animals, rocks, wounds, etc... This is a magical time that I am living in.

I love helping others heal themselves. I love knowing that I did something to help someone in need. I’m here at this time/in this time to help usher in the Aquarian Age and to help solidify the Golden Age Timeline. I am grateful and blessed to be doing my share to facilitate the transformation of the planet and the ascension process by helping to bring people back into their natural/optimal state of balance, wholeness, vitality. When You Know Who and What You Are things flow with ease and joy.

I so enjoy being a ray of sunshine and love in this world.

I am blessed and grateful to have so many clients and customers all over the world.

Thank You Universe!

🌿My Healing Garden & Energy-Based Tools

Through My Healing Garden (MyHealingGarden.net), I offer handcrafted orgonite, EMF protection tools, Croft zappers, and intuitive healing work designed to support balance, awareness, and overall well-being.

My work focuses on helping people better understand how their environment, energy, and everyday exposures — including electromagnetic fields (EMFs) — can influence how they feel physically, emotionally, and energetically.

Each orgonite piece and energy tool is created with intention to support energetic harmony, EMF protection, and a deeper connection to your intuitive awareness.

People often ask "Who made your butterfly logo?"

In short... I did. 😊

When I created my very first website, Brain and Body in Balance, I wanted a logo that used the letter B. I spent days trying to come up with something that felt right, but nothing did.

One day, while waiting at my husband's work, I started doodling and writing with both hands at the same time. I lost track of time just playing.

Then inspiration struck.

I picked up a blue marker in one hand and a green marker in the other. Holding the tips together, I began drawing... and almost instantly the outline of my butterfly appeared.

I loved it immediately.

Next came the colors. (I had quite the collection of Sharpie markers. 😄) I chose red in the center, orange around it, and yellow on the outside. The wings naturally became mirror-image Bs, making the logo even more meaningful.

What emerged was more than a butterfly.

It became a symbol of transformation, balance, creativity, and heart. It was created using both hands—and both sides of my brain—at the same time.

A friend later helped me digitize the drawing after I scanned it into the computer, and my butterfly logo was born.

Butterflies have always represented transformation to me. If something helps people transform, grow, or become more of who they truly are, I'm naturally drawn to it.

Years later, when my husband and I found our property in North Idaho, I remember standing there and thinking

"This is going to become a healing garden for many people."

That feeling never left me. It became the inspiration for the name My Healing Garden, and today it's still the heart of everything I do.

It's amazing what can happen when you let your heart, your hands, and your creativity work together.

That little butterfly still reminds me that when we trust inspiration, wonderful things can unfold.

🌱 A Lifetime of Learning 🌱

Natural Energy Healer and More since birth

Certified Biofeedback Specialist (CBS)

Priestess Path Lineages of Light Initiate - Studied with founder Elizabeth Wilcock

Reconnective Healing® Foundational Practitioner - Trained directly with Dr. Eric Pearl

The Reconnection® Certified Practitioner

Soul Body Fusion® Practitioner

Brain Gym® Consultant - Studied directly with founder Dr. Paul Dennison

Touch for Health® Proficiency - Studied directly with Matthew Thie, son of founder Dr. John Thie

Orgonite Artisan & Energy Tool Maker - Personally taught by Don and Carol Croft

Credentials of Ministry

Certified Educator since 1997

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